Well compared to Monday, Friday was about 1000x better. From the moment I woke up to when I went to sleep everything was right.
Woke up, found out there was a snowday and when I went to sleep, just felt good ;)
And everything in between helped out too
Probably the worst day I've had this year.
It was weird. By second hour, I could feel my temples just knotting up, and I knew I'd get a headache, which by 7th hour I did.
Probably 17 girls threw some level of bitchiness in my general direction today.. lol it was a very unfortunate coincidence, it seemed like.. just how it kept snowballing and each girl got bitchier than the last. I don't think I'm going to talk to anyone for the rest of for how long.. can't get bitched out like that eh?
I guess tomorrow can only go up.
"..Throwing out the styrofoam tray
Another bell ends the day
Back at home, lights go out
Every day, without a doubt"
lol i take it back.. i mean everything that was on here for like an hour (and maybe some of u lj hounds got to read), but that wasn't the best way to explain it
i mean wanting to fool around is one thing (even though girls always seem to be interested in feelings and the future, and all of that, which with someone i actually feel something deep for can be great, but isn't that good with someone who's in the grey area), but -
"its just that i don't feel a real deep down attraction to anyone, and i'm getting really.. impatient.."
there. that's it.
send me something God.. just a little som'n som'n thats got it all
... and that was my first post in like 2 months or something crazy like that.. welcome back
speaking of which, its almost over.. :*( .. :| .. :) .. :D whoo i'll be sad, but i think i'll get over it. maybe if this season hadn't been such a personal disappointment, i'd be a little more willing to give the 15+ hrs per week
and i'm sick of writing all these papers for english.. its all the same shmarmy crap every week. trying to be profound and stuff.. i mean why do we have to write 4 papers?
and i'm just bored with life i guess. school is pretty tough but i've settled in. i need some time to finish my umich application. and girls are pretty much blah. always talkin the talk but not walkin the walk, it seems like. i just need something to happen with them, no more of this talking about things that are going to happen. lol or that's not what i mean at all.. i dunno i guess i can't describe what's needed, except that how its goin right now is not good enough
all this talk of college has just gotten me ready to leave already, try something new. i want to see what its like to start over. should be a good time, but i've still gotta get through this year.
ohh u people with too much time on ur hands.. how we love u so
i don't want to say anything i'll regret until i mean it
Well since then. I got pulled, been doing pretty good fighting my way back, but the team lost big to SL. Oh well.. look what happens when they pull me out.
School's getting to be the usual thing now, and with all of my AP classes, Spanish 3 is my hardest class.
Powderpuff started this week. Should be a good time.. as in "We aint bad and we aint cocky, gonna ride on you like a Kawasaki (vroom vroom)" [pretend to be riding on a jet ski]. Cool cheer eh?
new tv shows are kewl
a deer hit my truck.. pretty shitty, oh well
my ankle hurts
No practice tomorrow.